a thing that makes me feel like a bad person
so I’ve been desperately trying to lose weight and I finally have. I weigh less than I did at like 13 and have a couple more kgs to go. BUT I think my boobies are smaller. I still fit the same bra but it’s not overflowing with boobies, they fit in and are even a little too free to roam.
I expected this but idk it’s more confronting than I imagined. the sad thing is they’re a part of me and I grew to love them and I’ve always been kinda CURVY (without trying to sound all Oprah - I’ve always had boobs/hips/a butt) and now I feel strange.
I want to be tiny and adorable but some days I wish I was Joan Holloway.